What Did This Year Really Cost You?A Therapeutic Year-End Reflection
Not every cost shows up on your calendar or your bank statement. Some are subtler: the weeks you over-functioned, the unspoken stress in your relationships, the way your nervous system stayed stuck in high alert.
As the year closes, most people focus on what they achieved. But it’s just as important to name what you carried and what you may need to let go of before entering a new year.
This isn’t about guilt or blame. It’s about clarity. Naming is the first step toward release.
Emotional Debrief: What Did You Hold That No One Saw?
Ask yourself:
Where was I over-functioning?
What emotions did I suppress to keep things “okay”?
Where did I people-please at my own expense?
What conversations did I avoid out of fear?
When did I pretend I wasn’t tired?
Write these down. Don’t justify. Just name.
Relationship Inventory: What Patterns Persisted?
Who did I consistently feel drained by?
Where did I stay silent to avoid tension?
What roles did I feel stuck in?
Which relationships were reciprocal, and which ones weren’t?
What boundaries did I set (or wish I had)?
Use this to identify patterns you don’t want to carry forward.
Nervous System Reflection: What Did My Body Say?
When was I most regulated this year?
What people or environments helped me feel calm?
When did I feel like I was performing resilience?
What stressors became chronic?
Did I numb out? Over-function? Dissociate?
The body remembers what the mind tries to manage.
Losses That Weren’t Named
What dreams did I quietly shelve?
What versions of myself faded this year?
What transitions or changes went unacknowledged?
Not every loss comes with a funeral. Some just slip by. Name them.
What Held You Up
Despite all of this, you made it here.
What tools worked?
Who showed up?
What boundaries protected you?
What practices helped even a little?
This is your resilience. See it clearly.
Optional Download: Year-End Reflection Worksheet
Want a guided version of this exercise? Download our free worksheet: What Did This Year Really Cost You? An Emotional Inventory
Don’t Rush to Fix What Hasn’t Even Been Fully Felt.
Take time to pause, name, grieve, and acknowledge.
Book a December session if you’re ready to do this work in partnership. We’ll help you unpack what 2025 really meant, so you don’t carry unspoken weight into the new year.
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